blog. wtf.

a blog. what for? howcome? why the hell would i ever blog? what possible reason? every once in a while, i get the urge to restart the journal. at one point it used to be cathartic. then i noticed, it was sadly becoming pathetic.

pathetic? how pathetic? why would i consider it pathetic? well.....

i recently pulled it out and dusted it off, thinking it was time once again. (anyone spot the main issue here? dust it off.....) spot read some of it. realized the "latest" incarnation covered several years. it also only covered maybe a dozen pages - some of which were sketches. i thought, well... whatever. scribbled down some thoughts that were at the forefront of my mind. riffled back through the pages to spot read some of the old entries. crap. how embarrassing.

of the dozen or so pages, about half of them were quotes i thought were worth noting. the rest, was my thoughts. and they repeated. and they repeated. and they repeated. same set of thoughts that repeated everytime i dusted it off. i was whining about the same things. over. and over. and over. and over.

i thought, what's the point? i could just write 'ditto', and close this thing. is there anything that could be easier? wait a minute! i could cut and paste it!

blog. wtf.